FILE A RESTRAINING ORDER BABY PUT THE HANDCUFFS ON ME TAKE ME DOWN OR TAKE ME NOW LOCK ME UP OR LOCK ME DOWN PUT ME IN YOUR CELL TREAT ME LIKE I'M IN YOUR JAIL BOY, A CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED BUT IF YOU WITH IT I WANNA SPEND
Post by Late Winter on Jul 7, 2009 21:37:27 GMT -5
New myspace blog. Still looks like a dire situation
Depressed... but not yet fully draineD Current mood: curious Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
As much as I want to curl up into a ball and sleep for 18 hours a day, I must not. As much as I want to eat junk food and watch tv and cry, I can't!!! I must not let seemingly impossible situations dictate my happiness or my life plan. I hate to speak so vaguely, but I fear for legal reasons that I must. I am TRULY sick and tired of putting my life on hold for people and things that are consumed in other battles and agendas. Ooooohhhh I wanna say soooooo many curse words right now but I know my mom will be very upset if I do... Lol...I have held off on film and television opportunities and am planning on postponing other aspects of my life??!?!? Uh-uh. I think not. I cannot give people who are not living my life the power to govern it. I am exasperated and sooooooo saddened by the non-progress I have been experiencing. I wish I could speak more candidly, but I would hate to mess up any future relationships or opportunities. I have been hopeful and optimistic for so long, but my flame of hope is definetly extinguishing. Sometimes I just like to vent on my blog. It really helps to hear your positive feedback!Thankfully I'm headed to the west coast on wednesday to get my grind-cap on and work extra hard to metaphorically punch people in the nose!! Lol... Not quite sure what that means yet. But what I do know is that while music seems to be temporarily on hold, best believe I will not be twiddling my thumbs gahhhhhhh it gets super frustrating sometimes especially when I see others excelling and getting to do what I also love. But then I remind myself that I'm only 18 and that I'm lucky to be so young! I still have my life ahead of me.
Post by Late Winter on Jul 17, 2009 7:02:02 GMT -5
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Working in LA!!! Current mood: imaginative Hey!
Things out on the left coast are going really well and I am so happy to be out here. I'm writing songs to place on other recording artists and vibing with some really talented producers. My mom is probably more anxious than I am to get the truth about what's going on with my "record company" (yes i put it in quotations lol) out there, but I still feel that I should be a bit vague about it. (My mom is awesome and I love her to death, btw!) She is just tired of people coming up to her asking "if I'm still doing music" or why I haven't "put anything out in so long." She gets upset (probably as much as I do) knowing that circumstances are holding me back from doing what I love to do. She just wants people to know the truth, but unfortunately its not always that simple. I will say, though, that the company that I signed with years ago STILL does not have distribution- and I am not trying to just pass the blame around- but it legitimately is not my fault. There are things that are totally, 100% outside of my control. I truly can't wait to be more candid with you. Its not as simple as just "going to another label" or "releasing a single yourself". Oh, if only it were..... uuugh. But contracts and legal obligations are CRAAYYYZZZZYYYYYYY!
Anyways enough about that, like I said, Im sooooo happy to be out here working and exploring myself even more as a songwriter and a creator, whether the songs be written for myself or other artists Truly! Last night I really had a creative breakthrough and allowed myself to truly channel my feelings and emotions, whether they be good, bad, happy, or sad, onto paper and into song. I believe that when things are meant to happen, they will, and its inevitable that things will fall into place as they should. In the meantime, I get to hone in on other parts of myself, which in the end, will contribute to me as an artist all around.
While I'm out here I go to a church called Angelus Temple "Dreamcenter" and I really love it! If you live in southern Cali and you're looking for a good church you should definitely check it out. They do so much work in the community and really stand for something wonderful.
Anyways, have a wonderful day and know that "your drive exceeds circumstance."( A line from All I Want Is Everything) xoxo -J
XFER: Well Ivan or whatever it is your name (lol) it's hard not to miss someone when we're so few. <3
Jul 6, 2013 19:01:58 GMT -5
XFER: Ok Ivan, come back!
Jul 10, 2013 7:48:16 GMT -5
Deleted: XFER, i am back. I have something that i think i can spend time posting here. IvanHoe Artists and Songs Chart is gonna be my main purpose here. not expecting people to read. Just me posting my ranking on all the artists i heard in my life. From famous
Jul 14, 2013 3:27:01 GMT -5
Deleted: singer lady gaga to non famous singer Chris Wallace. From One Direction to Onerepublic.
Jul 14, 2013 3:27:49 GMT -5
Pipa: So this station just popped up... www.whistlerfm.ca/ How does a city of 9,000 get a Triple A station, anyway?
Jul 15, 2013 12:03:42 GMT -5
Mrs. Fuckhead: SO BUSY WITH COLLEGE.. My god!
Sept 15, 2013 19:28:15 GMT -5
Pipa: Remember when this chatbox was the hip place to be?
Dec 20, 2013 10:43:15 GMT -5
Billy Uranus: It's time to be hip for 2014.
Jan 6, 2014 23:56:11 GMT -5
Mrs. Fuckhead: Wow has it been this long?!
Mar 8, 2014 13:58:56 GMT -5